rodney allen chavera - Online Memorial Website

BUDDY,DO you see this i know you do! thats ok becasue im not gonna feed into there childish games i wanted to say hello and im thinking of you often i wish you was back here to end this war its not fair to anyone! i love you alot xoxo

the truth is everyone needs to grow up THE PAST IS THE PAST

im confused! buddy all of us need your help we all need to end this war over your death the past is the past and we cant change it ! we need to live in the future not the past everyone makes there self miserable ! no one can accept what has happen to ALL of us i wish everyone could just end this  we all loved you so much and this isnt fair we have to get on here and read all the nasty stuff that is wrote by other people it not fair if everyone keeps doing this we will never be able to move on and enjoy the good memories we will be stuck in this rut that no one ever gets anywhere i know you would want everyone to get along and not fight over this i know from the day u died you fought to make everyone happy! YOU loved everyone ! i know everyone regrets something with you ! something they didnt do or something that they did ! no one can ever change what happen you  was  grown man and you made ur own choices i KNOW you dont blame anyone that wouldnt be fair ! i dont want to sit here and write about this anymore i have suffered enough everyday of my life i want to remember the GREAT time  WE ALL had 2geather you had a big heart and there is still room for everyone i love you and i love my family and i know you loved all of us im sure we didnt want things to happen the way we did i didnt want the last time i seen you was in my mom and dads back yard at chris party you was going to the bar u smiled at me and said you would see me later and i never did ! i didnt want that to be the last time but i deal with all this in my own way as so as everyone else does and my way to remember you isnt by fighting with everyone! just give everyone a heads up rember the good time and not the bad go on with the future and not the past i love you and miss you always 

BUDDY YOU ARE TRUELY LOVED BY ONE AND ALL .YOU TOUCHED US ONE AND ALL YOU WILL BE MISSED DEEPLY I LOVE YOU.

how can you all come on here and make comments like that this is supose to be a memorial page for him not to make your nasty ass comments about everyone else thats why this one was made for true memories we all had togeather everyone needs to realize WE WAS ALL A PART OF HIS LIFE NOT JUST YOU!!! even though you dont like that deal with it ! remember this isnt a battle grounds if you cant share your memories dont leave anything at all!!!! We all loved buddy just as much as you all do !

i waS sitting here thinking about you! and i was trying to figure out what our really good times where 2geather and this one came to mind, member when me u ,samantha,lexie,chris,and kenzie went 2 kreps pool that one summer oh did we have a great time(beside so many people) the kids where so happy that we finally took them we told them many of time we would take them then we finally did and we had a good time it was so hot ! but just us beein 2geather you and your family and me and my baby i will never forget things like that! and member how u ust to make fun of me cause i was such a chicken shit lol wish you could come back and pull one more prank on me or just scare me one more time i would give anything for just one more time of anything! weather it was to scare me or just to make me laugh one more time! i miss you and im thinking of you always

UNcle Buddy,

                    i love you and miss you so much! i still member you mommy shows me your pics all the time ! i will never forget you! everyone still calls me doodlebug! love always kenzie

Hey buddy, what's up just remembered a memory of u......I't was after I had Katlyn and I got my hair cut....My hair was down to my butt...and I just wanted it shorter with layers.....but the hair dresser messed my hair up by the time she was done I look like a boy I was so embrassed...but you came in from virginia and I was like Buddy do you like my hair cut and you were like It looks good.. but my point is...Everyone around me new and said that my hair was messed up...but u were you no its looks good...just to make me feel better...Thanks you are and will always be the best brother in law,

Hey i was thinking of all the good time's we shared together and one that come to mind was when we were camping at the mill you,bubby,jeff, and me. We went to bed next thing i know i was getting out of our tent and you'r truck was gone, so i went back in got you up and you starting yelling for bubby and then out of nowhere  they came up to you thinking that they didn't go anywhere so we went back to bed. Well the next day they came clean and told us that they took you'r truck for a little ride and ended up in a field.Well at the time you didn't think it was to funny, but when we looked back on those day's we couldn't help but laugh. But we did have alot of good time's at the mill i will alway's keep those close to my heart!!! Until we meet again loving you alway's!!!!!!

My Favorite memory is all that I missed u shared such an inviting light on all of us.  You always knew how to care for each and every person in your life...for his may have led u in to many fights with many people but you always new how to stand up like a man...a father , a son, and a friend for that I will be ever so greatly for there were many of times you had to rescue people and me myself...You never gave up on your love for everyone no matter what...Thanks for being a brother-inlaw to me for that I can now rest rembering you were the best...Thank you for everything chai still talks about that ping-pong game he played with you . He hasn't played on hes table since then.....until we meet again you will forever leave us with a grin.. Thank You God ! Amen...

Hey babe, i miss you so much!! The other night lexie ask me why other kid's had their dad and her's is in heaven. i sat and told her that there are alot of kid's that don't have their dad and some don't have their mommy's. She ask me why it had to be their dad that went to heaven. You know i couldn't answer her question. because i sat and ask the same thing. But that hurt me so bad!!! Chris and lexie hurt so much. And i wish i could take that pain away from them even just for a min.But one thing i know for sure is that u'r up there watching over all of us' that some how in some way make's me feel a little better.  So know one thing i love you more then word's could say!!! One day we'll be together again till that day come's u will alway's be in my heart!! So keep looking over us and chris,alexis and myself love and miss u so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                                       My heart is aching
                                          I cannot deny.
                                         I'll never be able
                                          to say good-bye!  !

wow it has taken alot for me to come to this wesite! it has be a while since you have been gone! I wish i had would have had the streangth to come sooner Imsorry

its still like a dream to me im still waiting to wake up from this nightmare! i think i make myself bealive something thats not true! i dont think i will ever be ready to say good -bye! more like i will see you soon! I love you more than you will ever know! im so confused right now im not sure what to write ! tonight i was trying to think of the best memories we had 2geather and we had so many but the one that really comes to mind is when me and you and bubby and tara and samantha and lil dave went camping at valley falls (the back) and you men thought you would leave us there by ourself so u could go get beer and you was sapose to be right back well you all took forever and it was dark before you guys got back and we was all in your little hoopty white truck you had scared to death cause the fire had went out and we ran the battery dead cause we was so scared we left the head lights on  to see im not even sure how we got the truck out it had rained so bad that night we was stuck in the mud! oh yeah chris was with us too! all of us in that little truck i was mad for a min but of course we had a great time ! oh and what bout the time jamie came in and said someone was steeling my car and you took off out side in your boxers and when you got back in the house i realized you had your shoes on the wrong feet if you could of seen your face !we both lost it I MISS YOU SO MUCH ! i think i block all this out because it hurts way to bad ! NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW HOW i HURT! I KNOW you loved me you would do anything for me you really watched out for me and i am so greatfull for that even though your gone i will always look up to you ! you was a hard worker and a great father and a great person period you will never know how much  you are missed i know your watchin up there and look out for your mom please she really needs all the help she can get! i love you buddy love im lookin at you right now and all i can do is smile love you forever and always